Blogging is a difficult thing. You never really know what to say, and you feel like you’re up on stage while everyone waits for you to perform some god-awful rendition of “Sweet Caroline.” You know it ain’t gonna be good, but for some reason you press on and subject yourself to the embarrassing performance.
Well, the reason I haven’t really blogged much is because I don’t know what to blog about. How ironic. I started this thing as a way to distract myself from the pressures of law school, give me something to do during law school, and a platform to vent about law school. So, other than those topics, I don’t really know what to blog about.
That leads me to blogging about not knowing what to blog about. Pathetic. I try to think of things that I really enjoy or things that I know a lot about. I can only come to one conclusion: I really enjoy the idea of finishing law school, and I know a lot about how much law school sucks.
However, the closer I am to finishing law school, the scarier it gets. What will I do when I graduate? Will I pass the bar and get a legal job? Or will all of this time and money be wasted? Will I find myself in another cubicle at a marketing agency? Will I have to declare bankruptcy because of my school debt?
All negativity aside, I am really looking forward to finishing school. I think it symbolizes a new chapter of my life, with opportunities that I am not able to see at this time. I must come to realize that everything will fall into place, and I won’t have to declare bankrupcy (at least I hope not). I’m going to play more and work less this semester. (At least not stress over the work that I always complete one way or another.) After all, it is my last semester as a student, and I will never have this opportunity again. Or will I?